If I didn’t meet you

I am lonely and unbearable, walking in the dark night, wandering alone at the crossroads, I am waiting in confusion, waiting for where the next step is. I was unhappy in my heart, crying, tired and wronged. I could no longer find the support I once had, nor could I find anyone else. I was lonely when I was distressed to wipe away my tears from the corners of my eyes, loneliness, darkness, devouring, can’t see the dawn; All this is because I met you. If I hadn’t met you, I wouldn’t be so distressed, I wouldn’t be listless every day, and I wouldn’t let you completely disturb my life, which is so painful until now, I will live a carefree and happy life without you. Since I know you, I have lived for you. If I hadn’t met you, I would live quietly in my own small world every day, gently walking the same steps, welcoming the morning sunlight, sending the sunset at night, in the quiet night, keeping the beauty of self-appreciation alone will not leave a moment of unforgettable memories, will not feel painful, helpless care and lovesickness. If I hadn’t met you that day, I wouldn’t be so confused. If I hadn’t fallen in love with you that day, I wouldn’t be so crazy. My life track has changed because of you, I can’t do what I like. Everything I change follows the rules and follows your circle. Although your circle is not big, I ignore myself, you always say that you appreciate everything I have done for you. You will love me well for a lifetime. I believe that you can do it, but how long is your lifetime? We all don’t know what our future will be in the end. If I hadn’t met you, would my life be equally wonderful! I didn’t know why I thought of this sentence inexplicably, so I wrote it down. In fact, I always used to mention someone repeatedly in my log, because you are my concern that I have never forgotten. Although I don’t know if you will care about me and think of me, if you can, I really want to be separated from you. I always believe that we will have pure love. No matter what others say, I love you like that! Most of the time I won’t say the word love, because I am afraid of being misunderstood by those who don’t understand us. As you know, I am not a person who will put the word love on his mouth. I have never mentioned it, but it doesn’t mean I don’t love it. I don’t know how to describe it. I just know that if I say this word, you will surely understand it! If you love as much as I do, put this love in your heart forever and feel it where we can reach it! If I hadn’t met you, would I know what sadness is? I don’t know, and I don’t want to know. No matter how I imagine that you have a life without you, I won’t erase you, because if I hadn’t met you, I wouldn’t know what life is made up of many you. Your life also has a me, which is fate, if I hadn’t met you, I would play the melody of my life on the stage of my life, write the same theme in the course of my heart, not mixed with the bitterness of silk, with little tears, and not cut the sorrow of constant confusion, it’s just that there is no new green between the lines because of the pure love, which makes my memoirs of life have no amazing words that make me never tire of reading. At the moment when love comes, how many people can avoid the shock and temptation it brings? If I love the wrong person, I can only cry at fate, but will time really go back to the old time and let me choose the one I love and the one I love again? In the world of love, wrong is wrong, and right is only relatively right. I cry alone, but whose fault is this? Is it fate that makes people, or do I love the wrong person? I have been living in the days when I once owned you and now I have no time to think about myself and what kind of life I want, I never thought that we would become strangers like now. I thought that you would be the forever in my life. I thought that I am the only one in your life. In fact, I just thought it was me. Now, I want to live for myself. I want to find my own happiness. Happiness is not given to me by you, at least not in the future. At the moment when you turned around, I couldn’t help feeling flustered and disappointed. The crowded city became an empty place. I had a kind of inexplicable loneliness. I don’t know how long your departure will be, I don’t know if I will become indifferent when you leave. It’s been a long time, the feelings are weak, and it’s time to break up. This sentence was told by my friend that day. You told me that day that you were tired and wanted to have a rest. You wanted to be quiet. I am not a fool. I can understand what you mean. I just separated like this. I am really reluctant, but I respect your thoughts. I also know that separation is a matter of time. If I hadn’t met you, life might not be so wonderful. Suddenly I miss the days I used to be with you. Do you feel the same as me? Don’t forget, you have been to my world, and I have been to your world. If everything is just fantasy, lonely hearts is still struggling and hesitating. When the past is like the wind, love is also with the wind. Like Dandelion, I drifted in the blue sky with the wind, turning into white clouds, quiet and calm. At this moment, my heart began to close. QQ351179018

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