Love

Chatting with friends, he said that he found his favorite girl, right? I am very happy, but thinking about myself, I haven’t been in love for a long time, even Have you ever liked a opposite sex? I am lost the ability to love, or lost the courage to find love. My friend asked me if I started to like girls when I was in junior high school. I said of course, I believe that most boys at that time, like me, had a girl in their heart, at that time, we were eager to associate with this girl in our heart and become good friends with her. It was also an easy thing to fall in love with a girl at that time, because she had a good temper, good looks and good grades, and she didn’t think of anything else at all, if you have not been in love, you will think about love very sweetly and happily, so some bold boys will pursue girls crazily in middle school, which is really a very common thing. However, as adults, after one or two emotional experiences, we gradually lose the ability of lovers. When looking for the target, many people will compare with their predecessors, if you have a comparison, you will consider it. Even if you don’t compare it, you will see some problems from the last failure, then we will consider how to face or avoid the same problem in the next relationship. In this way, we will gradually find it difficult to like the last person, thinking too much, he is entangled, and a fate is missed. We all know that the love in front has become the past, the past that cannot be returned, the past that cannot be passed, the fleeting time that cannot be sustained, and the red dust that cannot be left. However, we will always remember that in fact, we no longer like the former person, but we will always think about some things and think that such things are things that love has to think about. Maybe, we are mature and know how to treat and choose the opposite sex rationally. Maybe, we are naive and give up the original happy love for the sake of standards and materials. In front of my friends, I talked so much, like a psychologist, but I couldn’t solve my own problems at all and lived in my city because of my previous failures, I didn’t dare to attack again, and I didn’t want to talk about love at all. Such cowardice even looked down upon myself. After returning home, I have been thinking about how to fall in love with a woman. There is no love happening. It is not a way to release youth through alcohol all day long. My eyes cried silently, after one or two more injuries, I started not to let go of my mood. I started to act according to circumstances. Even if I wanted to be emotional, I had to ask the conditions first. But is this still emotional, for no reason, there were a hundred butterflies flying in my heart, and the impulse to push me to walk like her in my heart disappeared. It is not old, but understood. When it is also Lao Zi, it is confused. The winter solstice has passed, and the legendary end of the world has also passed. I have gone through four seasons alone. I have gone through two civilized eras of human beings alone. The shell covered in my heart is still so hard, keeping the winter and waiting for spring Red, I really hope that my spring will come quietly, with a hundred butterflies, which makes me think again that I have never experienced feelings and have no reason to look at a woman’s heart for no reason, let her fall in love with herself excitedly.

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