When love has become the past (1) different sky

The color of the sky is always so miserable gray, just like our life, in this small city, there are no millions of people, no places of interest, there is nothing worth boasting about. The only thing that can be said is: it is said that this is the hometown of Xiaozi Dong Yong, but even a few years ago, there was a conflict with other provinces and cities. Therefore, this is a unique place. Just like most places in China, it is ordinary and ordinary as if it does not exist in this world. However, people cannot die because of the ordinary, and this city cannot disappear overnight because of the ordinary. Therefore, everyone still has to live, although living is so mediocre, so numb, so close to death. It is more than five o’clock in the afternoon. In April, the weather has begun to warm up. Compared with winter, this season is good. It is said that peach blossoms have opened a few days ago, and people seem to feel better. I am still sitting in front of the computer monotonously. I don’t know what to do and play games? How to play the damn game of Tianlong eight makes people unable to lift their spirits. There is nothing to brush the copy. Do you go out to cut people? I am afraid of being hacked to death and want to chop others to death? It would cost a lot of money. I had no money, so I had to shrink it. I couldn’t go anywhere. Looking for someone to chat? I am people who don’t like chatting, because what they say is nonsense and meaningless, but I can’t find meaningful things, so in this boring place, I should be the most boring person. The only thing worth saying is that I will go to blind date later. I basically don’t have any hope for blind date, because I have a buddy who has been in contact for more than a dozen times, not once is reliable. I have had two experiences myself. The conclusion is that if you want to find a wife for yourself with others’ eyes, the success rate should be below 5%, if you still believe in love. Unfortunately, I am a person who believes in love, and I am still stupid. At six o’clock, People’s Square, we arrived first. After a while, an electric car appeared in my sight. From above, a mother and daughter came down. Naturally, I would not pay attention to that mother, I looked at that daughter all the way and thought that mushroom-shaped haircut was really frustrating. I thought to myself: Look, I said I wouldn’t have such good luck! However, when she got close, the daughter smiled at me for no reason. I didn’t know she was smiling at me alone, I smiled at all of us and my introducer out of courtesy. In short, this faint smile shocked me all of a sudden. I think the person in front of me is like falling from the world, so familiar and kind. There is a saying that I have known him in my last life. I really feel that way. When happiness will come, you can never predict it. When it comes, it is very sudden, which makes you too late to prepare and expect it. It comes at once, a living person, standing right in front of you. I didn’t seem too excited. Buddy, there was still some strength. I held out my right hand and shook her hand. Her hand was so small, so white, and she didn’t feel very soft, but it also has a taste. I don’t know where it comes from. I play tricks with people and like shaking hands, so many people are not used to my way, but for girls, this is undoubtedly a good way to squeeze others’ hands openly. Hey hey! Even if the task of the introducer we met was completed, the rest of the time was left for us. They said they would go to dinner. More than six o’clock, where can I go? Dinner? There was no one to eat when we met. It seemed a little unnatural, so we walked all the way, as if we were shopping. I am people who are not good at words, but on this occasion, they can’t say nothing. In fact, I really want to tell her: I like you! Come with me in your life! However, we have only known each other for less than ten minutes. Even if I say this sincerely, no one will think it is true. Therefore, this was not said at last. We talked about our own hobbies, habits and books we like to read. She likes watching romance, I like watching martial arts. I asked her if she had read Gu Long and Jin Yong. She said she had read a little, but I am didn’t even read a love letter, although aunt Qiongyao wrote like that, she had never read the book I am. TV, I didn’t want to watch it, but I had to watch it, because the power was too strong. When I didn’t talk, she seemed not to talk. We walked side by side because I was too tall. She looked much smaller than me in flat shoes. I looked over with my head on my side, the straight nose bridge is very beautiful, and I am afraid that she will notice that I am looking at her, so I don’t see much. Unconsciously, I went to the middle school where I used to study, junior high school and senior high school. Since there is nothing to say, I will go in and have a look. By the way, I will recall the past, it is also very good. There are not many changes in the school. As usual, the normal five years there should be six years, but I didn’t finish reading. I didn’t feel too touching, because nothing special happened to me in those five years, and those five years were just a memory. An ordinary person, his life should also be ordinary! I took her to my former classroom, where I used to play basketball. By the way, she just listened quietly and didn’t say much. At this time, the sky was floating down a few drops of rain. I can only say that Tiangong is really not beautiful. Originally, he felt very comfortable, but he insisted on destroying this atmosphere. This is not a Taiwan idol drama, it always rains a little, making romance. I don’t need romance, what I want is comfort. When this happens, we have to stop. Out of school, she suddenly asked me: do you drink or not? I said: What do you want to drink? Naturally, I was not thirsty, but she asked me so, obviously she was thirsty, so we bought a Coke and a cup of black tea in a small shop next to the school gate. The rain unexpectedly didn’t have a big trend. After a while of madness, it slowly calmed down. Unconsciously, it was already dark. The night of this city, I have never felt any difference, but today it does seem to be a little different. Because this is the first time I walk with a girl shoulder and shoulder on the street full of lights, which even I don’t believe myself. I have reached the age of 26 this year, but this is indeed true. People who have never been in love naturally don’t know how to fall in love, but it seems that they don’t need to learn, eat, go shopping and watch movies, as if everyone is like this, then I don’t need to do anything amazing in this matter, just follow the path of the predecessors. After dinner, I said to go to the movies, and she said yes. There is only one broken cinema in our small town. Since we went to school, we don’t know how many times we have been there. I went to the cinema only once except for a upper of shoes of classmates when I was in school. It was a girl with a relative for four or five years. At that time, I was still very young. I think there is no one willing to go to the cinema except lovers or men and women who have some ambiguous relationships, because if you want to watch movies, you can watch them on the computer, at most, it is only a few days later than the premiere, but what does it matter? Is there a kind of movie that people have to watch immediately? I don’t think so. Movies are just decorations in people’s lives. When I arrived at the gate of the cinema and looked at the poster, there was a poster called “New The Three Swordsmen”. Naturally, I have seen the “The Three Swordsmen” version of Hua Zai, but I have not seen this new one, I have never heard of it. It seems that I am really ignorant. No matter what it is, I didn’t really come here to watch a movie anyway. In fact, what I want to do most now is to hold the girl’s hand next to me and then say to her affectionately: tonight, you are so beautiful,, and then I held her waist and kissed her! Do you think that when a person reaches the age of 26 and sees a girl who feels very good, what mood will he feel? However, I have to endure. I can’t be too abrupt, otherwise people must think that I am hooligans. First of all, I don’t know whether I am a goat or not, because when I see women’s white arms or necks, I will think of their nudity. Mr. Lu Xun once criticized this Chinese Association, but I think it was in the old society, the people were still in deep water, and now it is much better than that time. I think Lu Xun is not a stuffy person either, he will understand me, an extremely gloomy man. When I bought the ticket, I entered a black channel, opened a curtain and entered it. I only saw the shadow of two people’s heads all over the scene. I thought: this time it was really a miscalculation, I didn’t expect it to be so cold and cheerless. There is no dating atmosphere at all. It’s terrible! It’s so quiet! The girl said. Yes, I didn’t expect it to be like this. I said. This is also very good, like a package! Ha ha, yes, we only spent 40 yuan to pack 1/2 games, which is quite worthwhile. Yes! After sitting down, I went to buy two glasses of water, melon seeds and popcorn. When I watched it again, there were a few more people. I felt less lonely and the movie was starting. Although I use watching movies as a cover, I can’t move my hands and feet. Sitting honestly is very uncomfortable. In fact, everyone knows about watching movies. Knowing it just takes time. Originally, this is by no means my style, but I can’t force others to follow my style, at least not now. While watching us, we talked about the idle days, talking about the characters and the quality of clothes. We actually finished watching such a movie that was not salty or light. When we were out, we finally got these gains: 1, her name is Yi Mo; Second, she is 22 years old this year, four years younger than me; Third, her birthday is October 2nd, one day later than National Day; Fourth, I have already saved her QQ number; Five, I bragged that I was familiar with her mobile phone number and would remember it in the next life; Six, I told her my name was Tang Shaoying. At these six o’clock, I finally felt worthy of this night. When I went out of the cinema, the ground was still a little wet, and maybe it rained a little while watching the movie. Are you in a hurry to go home? I asked her. No hurry. Yi Mo said. Then let’s have some midnight snack. Are you hungry? I said. Well, although not hungry, it’s still early, just listen to you! I thought to myself: this girl wants it, and she is quite obedient. She speaks directly and carries a little grace. It is exactly the type my brother likes! So I called a friend and asked him to sit with him. It was not appropriate for the old two to stare with big eyes. It was a beautiful night and sharing with others was a virtue. In a barbecue restaurant, I ordered barbecue, peanuts, beans, grilled fish and beer. Before I started eating, my friend came. He seemed surprised to see me sitting with a woman. He glanced at me, walked away again, and walked back later. I said, “What are you looking? He said: this is not looking for you. It turns out that my eyes are not flowered. Shit, what do you mean! No, I’m not used to it. He said. What are you not used? I asked him. Why is there a beautiful woman sitting next to you? I saw you as soon as I came, but I thought I was wrong, but I didn’t. He sat down laughing as he said, looking extremely obscene. I really wanted to kick his ass. This is my good friend, Li Ye. We are all classmates in junior high school and senior high school. I introduced. Hello, hello, ,, the boy Li Ye immediately stood up and bowed and said, the whole gentleman style, but obviously he was not a gentleman. Who is this? ,, he deliberately said only half of the words, one finger was easy to foam, and he looked at me with a kind of malicious and cheap smile on his face. Her name is Yi Mo. I pretended not to understand his bad smile and said with a faint smile. Yi Mo was just smiling and silent. Under the dim light, the shallow smile seemed to fly down her face and straight into my heart. That night, I specially wrote a poem: gray, pale God, you are like a light ink painting. Although I don’t know what you are painting, your mind is quiet, it is the truest reflection of my heart at this moment. Unforgettable my alma mater, those glorious days like gold, are you the alma mater I know? Yes! Are you the alma mater I know? No! How can you be so familiar and so close to this quiet evening? It turns out that you are just a Scenery. What really sneaks into my soul is the faint but brilliant smile ,, I am very proud after writing it, sending it to the space, I think those guys will be surprised tomorrow!

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