Dear, can we stop hurting each other

A rain poured out all my hopes and passions. I was running in the rain. Tears had already slipped on my cheeks and raindrops mixed with beans fell. I can’t see the road ahead clearly, just like I can’t see your heart clearly. I don’t understand why it is my fault that I am always injured in my feelings or that I should not have love originally. One year after five months, we walked together. Even though we were so far away, we had each other in our hearts, and in my heart we had already regarded you as the only one in this life. Once, I thought you were an angel sent by heaven to protect me, your careful care, your tolerance and consideration, and your silent efforts, which touched me deeply, my fragile and sensitive heart became soft, so I pulled out all the thorns, took off all the precautions and accepted your love, at the same time, I will show you my heart without reservation. However, why do you become more and more indifferent and make me feel your alienation more and more. If distance is the main cause of our diaphragm, but now I am by your side, but sadly, I still can’t feel your temperature and touch your soul. I saw the full affection I sent away, which was put aside by you until it frozen and frozen, so that the biting cold pierced my heart. You always say that I think too much. I admit that the quarrel between us has my unshirkable responsibility, but I don’t agree that all this is just from me. Getting along with two people requires mutual management, I cannot rely solely on my unilateral efforts. Every time I am unhappy, I will look for my own reasons, because even I have already agreed with your point of view. It is the situation caused by my imagination, my narrow mind, and my ignorance, it is because I can’t control my temper, so as long as I pay attention next time, it will be fine. However, gradually I found that this was not the case. Even if I was too generous and considerate, some things were still inevitable. After all, I am not a saint and it doesn’t matter what I can’t do, besides, I am still a woman who loves you deeply. In fact, there is only a line of difference between love and hate. If you love someone too much, it will become hate, and this kind of hate will only make yourself fall into the mud of pain. Dear, my love may be too heavy, which makes you feel stressed. In fact, you don’t understand my heart, you don’t know what I want most. You think that only by giving me a stable home and living a wealthy life can you give me happiness, so you work hard and put all your energy into work. Although I like you who are self-motivated and responsible, you only focus on work, but it makes me feel your alienation and the gap between us, even if one day you can really give me the greatest material satisfaction, but because of your neglect of me and your neglect of our feelings, maybe that day will never come, maybe I was not the woman standing beside you at that time enjoying the rich life you brought. Dear, I don’t want much, as long as I can accompany you, it is enough. For me, it is also a kind of happiness to have a bowl of wonton with you for a few yuan, or to buy some cakes on the roadside and calculate the difference of one or two cents in the supermarket. As long as we can be together, I don’t care about anything. I just hope I can see your smile every day, your almost flattering smile, and I hope I can hold your arm tightly, lean on your shoulder and play like nobody else. I especially enjoy the ease and indulgence in front of you. I always play tricks on you like a child freely, climb on your back when you are not paying attention, scratch your nostrils with my hair, put gardenia on your head, and even forced you to put on my little coat to take photos for you; When crossing the road, I asked you to hold my hand and put in a straw when drinking yogurt; I always make the cream on the cake all over my face, and then ask you to wipe it off for me gently. Dear, do you still remember the happiness we used to have? We were disregarded by many people from the very beginning. It was your persistence that made me find a fixed fulcrum, because I knew that no matter how I made trouble, you would not give up on me. Although I say that you are selfish, because you don’t let me go, let me live a life of being pulled by missing every day, because you and I have suffered the pain of loneliness and wandering, in fact, my heart is very happy. However, last time you said you wanted to let me go and let me find happiness again. You didn’t want me to suffer any more. You hoped I could live a better life. To be honest, I was scared at that time. I felt regretful for my willfulness. I saw the tears in your eyes, and I knew how reluctant you were, but he couldn’t do anything for his own powerlessness. At that moment, I decided not to say those two words easily any more, because I was more afraid of losing than you. Although I might find another happiness without you, I didn’t want to try, I don’t want us to become memories of each other. I don’t want to have no trace of you in my life. Didn’t we agree to grow old together? We must prove to those who do not like us that our love can surpass everything and break the shackles of fate and the barriers of time and space! However, dear, I hope you can fight with me forever and don’t let me maintain this hard-won relationship by myself. I know that I am childish, immature and sensible, and can’t really experience the hard work, but I have changed a lot. When I was in Guangzhou, I was no longer angry because you were busy and couldn’t call, no longer make noise because you are tired of body and mind and don’t want to accompany me. When I am around you, I will try my best to share the housework for you, making my body full of onion and ginger minced garlic. All I have done is to make you work better and to make you feel my heart for you. But I also hope that you can care more about me and love me more, just like before, instead of indifferent faces and tired expressions. How short and difficult our days together are. We LOVELAND so hard but profound. Only when I feel the warmth of your heart can I have enough courage to face the long lonely miss alone. Only when I receive the perseverance and tenderness of your eyes can I firmly refuse all kinds of temptations and meet all kinds of challenges! If one day, you are sure that you no longer love me, please tell me frankly; If you think you will live easier without me, please tell me honestly, because I don’t want you to live so hard and love to become a burden! However, now you make me unpredictable. I can’t see through your real thoughts, so I will try to guess from the details. It’s not because I have nothing to do but because I care about you, care about this relationship. My willfulness will hurt you again and again, and your indifference will also make me despair. Even if we love each other again, we may go to a sad ending. Therefore, dear, can we stop hurting each other and turn the sword of love into the sword of hate. Hold the hand of the son and carry the old with the son. I really hope that the person who accompanied me to the white-haired, the end of the world is you!

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